Here. This one is for you, my love. (:

Relationships in this world are a lot more easier to break than the thinnest piece of thread.

^lol, that rhymed. HAHA

Oh all I meant to say was a little mistake, some hurtful words and a person is gone, away from your life. 

This is for my best friend. Yes, I still have this image of her as my best friend in my mind. 

I don't know what went wrong.

I said some horrible things, and she said the worse, and So did I.

Our little, beautiful world we lived in, which consisted of her and me, drained away in a day.

A two years long beautiful journey came to an end.

Well, I was the one who asked her to leave, so there's no one to blame but me. 

In anger, people say a lot of words they don't mean. And yeah, I accept it. I did. 

I told her that I hated her, a million times. But NO I didn't. 

I hated the fact that we hurt each other with so many harsh words, I hated the fact that something was making us drift apart, I hated the fact that we suddenly wanted each other to change, to be something else than what we were. I can't hate her, Hate is too huge of a word to be used for the girl I loved, rather, still love. 

People aren't perfect you know?

We got sick of each other, sick of making each other sad, I suppose? 

Somethings in life go away for good, and by good I mean, good for the people and yourself.

I don't hate her, that's all, I mean, no matter what happened, no matter what happens, no matter how much she envies me now, after I asked her to leave, and no I won't blame her for this, it's not her fault. She has all rights to be mad at me, or even dislike me. I know it's for good though. For her good and mine. 

Some people just become a huge part of your heart, and hating/disliking them is like disliking yourself. 

She is a part of me, somewhere, she plays a huge role in what I am today, and will always be. 

I don't want to detach her, from my heart, I couldn't, even if I tried to. I love her. Yes. I do. 

Despite of all our differences and harsh words, I don't have anything against her, AT ALL.

But, as I said before, somethings NEED to go away for good. 

well, all I know is, even if I am not a part of her life, anymore, all I can do is, pray for her, everyday, and know how she is, every once in a while. 

The lesson this taught me is, that love really doesn't need communication, At all whatsoever. 

I mean, I am satisfied, by knowing that she is happy in her life, rather than being in it and hurting her, in one or the other way. 

Somethings are just too weird to explain, like THIS feeling. 

I know I am always there for her, not psychically but a piece of my heart, belongs to her. I believe that It'll take care of her. 

I don't even know if she reads this, but if she does, by any chance, all I want her to know is, She is Awesome, AND beautiful. And she deserves to be happy, everyone deserves to be happy, and NO one, NO Person has the right to take it away from her, no matter how much that person loves you, not even me. Sadness is not what you deserve, not even a bit of it.

And I want to apologize, not for making you leave, but for thinking that I hated you. 'Cause I can't. Never did, never will. 

Its all for happiness. That's the only way I could repay you for everything you did for me. (:
umm, and yeah I love you.