I am done living

Each day, Every second
It's a huge mountain to climb
Breathing, itself seems like too much work
And no, I don't wanna live anymore

Not like this
Every breath I take reminds me,
How much I can't live without you,
Followed by the harsh reality

And No, I don't wanna live anymore

And now, I regret the promises I made
Of not harming myself,
Or even touching,

'Cause all I have now, is me,
And to deal with the loneliness,
All I can ever think about is
Ending it all.

Never knew, I was this weak,
But I admit, I need your strength,
In my life.

And I want to end this life,
For I am just living for the sake of it, anyway

It's getting harder to breathe, every second,
Not able to take care of myself,
Am I so worthless?
I don't know,
I just wanna end this life,
For, I can't live anymore

Every breath I take, I just whispers in my ears
"I am done Living"